Vividly remember that Sunday afternoon in the summer of 1974 when Baba drove us to a plot he had recently acquired.
After
crossing the last human habitation with some rickety unimpressive houses at
Acharya Vihar, we were on the highway towards Khurda. After about a kilometre
plus he turned right to a barren geography with no shrub in sight.
New roads were being demarcated with mounds of aggregates dotting the sides of
stormwater drains. Our Jeep rattled on it and stopped at a point where the road
ended and overlooked a valley. We were asked to get down and Baba proudly
showed us his first material acquisition after struggling for a decade plus to raise
his 4 children.
Maa, as a
forest officer's wife was too used to living in mini estates and was least
impressed with this postage stamp-sized plot. To her, plots are measured in
acres, not square feet. She sarcastically suggested that ideally, he should
have bought some land a bit ahead which would have been easier for us to take
care of cultivation at our ancestral village near Chilka. With the ego of the
man of the house punctured, the drive back can only be expected to be in
uncomfortable silence.
That was
IRC Village then. Can't tell about others, but a part of me stayed back at that
exact spot constantly beaconing me to return.
Born into
a nomadic life because of constant transfers of Baba, we were to hop from place
to place every two, or three years, get attached to that setting and agree to a
willful separation and strike root at an unknown place. This perhaps gave me a
stronger heart to drop people and deal with future disappointments and breakups.
But while living that peripatetic life, my mind always
wanted to come to that spot someday in the future and settle down.
Another
chance transfer in 1986 made us denizens of this city which I had longed to be a
part of since 74. This place has seen our family of 6 grow to 18 at its peak
and with all the life's dramas - the birth of my children and the death of my
father. Never thought of leaving it even once and I'm sure this place will
witness my final journey.
At times I
ask myself what drew me to this city. I came here with zero friends and no
relatives to speak of and with no dreams or ambitions - I just wanted to be
here. Was I running away from my past? No! Then?
The words
of two people partially answer my question.
Baba used
to say that it's in the soil. He jokingly attributed the color red to the blood
of his ancestors who had valiantly fought off invaders and staged mutinies. And
of Priyadarshy Dash Bhaina when he said, he agreed to a
lesser pay package while opting for a shift to Bhubaneswar because he would get
a few lakhs worth of free breeze every evening to make good. Its appeal and
magnetism perhaps lie in its air and soil.
This city
which has housed us and shaped our lives and nurtured our dreams has completed
75 years today and at 75, two things still look beautiful, the city you love
and your mother.
It's on us
how we together shape its future.
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